Chelly Queen
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There’s some of me I really don’t care to share and some you really don’t need to now :)
It’s not that I don’t want to share. But there is no way for me to really tell you all about who I am, Me. And as with everything there are things that just shouldn’t be shared.
This is what I can share… about me.
Multitasking is my life. Literally, my entire life, day in and day out. I’m reactive and proactive. I’m calm and conflicted. I’m wise and a fool. If I love, I’ve hurt you. If I help, I’ve scold you. And I mean what I say but I don’t ever say it right, whether it’s literal or linguistic.
For everything I am, I am the opposite. I don’t think juggling is intentional (intentions being for suckers!). But I’m intuitively consistent like to a fault (impossible to change!). Often, I react to the hassle or the hustle of the juggle therefore infamous for my candidness and known for my congenial character. But in contrary to popular belief, I may seem insensitive, but I am compassionate!
Each compartmentalization of me is different. I was told I am type A personality. I beg to differ I am types B, C, and D all depending on which me we’re talking about.
I change my mind constantly about almost everything. I went to college but didn’t graduate (close but no cigar), married, and with children (definitely not in that order.) I absolutely love my day job but haven’t made it my career resume’s milestone. If I love you then I know you’ve been mad at me. I’m dysfunctional and organized. I’m lonely but have plenty of friends. I have friends but keep everyone at a distance. I’m pragmatic in actions but tangible in thoughts. I’m a simple complication but every juggled part of me is genuine.
When I was a kid, I would write poetry, lyrics to songs, and great essays in school. I’ve even told some incredulous tales. As an adult I have a thing for documentation.
A friend talked to me about loving to read stories from me because of the me I seem to be to her.
So, I figured… why not be this me too.